[TCHB-058] A Certain Man's Secret Records 16

"Man is sentenced to freedom" - Sartre said. We are chosen every day. They are chosen freely to choose. Like a breath, I process the material today. Is this work, pleasure, escape, or an extension of the revelation God has given me? No one knows. I don't know. It is said that reason and erection are born from the same brain. If so, who can be blamed for the whereabouts of this agonizing heart? What I see is a perfect body. Regular procedures, unhesitating actions, and the silence of an irresistible woman. The uncle's aesthetic eye has already reached the level of art. I hated it. But before I knew it, I was revering him. It is said that contempt is the flip side of longing, and it is exactly that. I react with my whole body to the material of a man who I thought was so "the worst". It's as if the body has forgiven it before the soul. 'Correctness' in me died a long time ago. "I can't lie," my father's voice still remains in my eardrums. But Dad, I don't want money. I want to see it. 'Pure material' right in front of you. With all my might. If it is a sin, I have already been punished. Every night, alone. Being in this industry has shattered my credibility like a sandcastle. If the public finds out, the door will have a "die" spray, you will be turned away at the convenience store cash register, and the notification from the matching app will be silent forever. But even so, I will upload it today. The material, or rather, the soul. This act is no longer a ritual of self-destruction, an offering of rebirth. The women were surprisingly well-organized. The back line, the angle of the legs, the contours of the face. I watch them break down with my eyes closely. And I gasped. Beauty dwells in destruction. The uncle knows that. Why are people excited about such images? No, who decided not to get excited? Is it a law? Is it ethics? Or is it 'common sense'? "Common sense is nothing more than a build-up of prejudices accumulated by the age of 18" - Einstein also said so. Today, I am drowning in a sea of prejudice and delivering you this 'ethically worst, sexually best video'. So, please. Please don't spread it too much. But if possible, I want you to watch it more than anyone else. This contradiction is my 'honesty'.